I’m starting this blog by asking myself 30 questions from the lifehack website (i’ll include the link below) to get me questioning the very essence of who I am. As someone who has always changed themselves to fit the people they are with I find it really hard to define myself. Even my family when buying me things will say I saw that and it just looked very you etc. and this always makes me question what makes it me? who am I for that to represent me. I know that seems like an overreaction but you get what I mean… The need to really find myself has always lingered and lately it just seems more important to me than ever. Although I have friends i’m finding it harder and harder to hang around with people I once spent hours with without thinking about it, is this because I’ve changed? or even that I haven’t and they have?
The answers to the questions I pose will be in a stream of consciousness style. Sometimes I will write pages, sometimes a line you never know.. that’s the beauty of feelings, sometimes they can be summed up in a little and sometimes they overflow, for better or worse.